Picked up my tux today :D it looks so good
May 2013
8 posts
You can stop yourself from crying while peeling onions by chewing gum
You can prevent yourself from crying in any other situation by not being such a little bitch
Wow that was an awesome trip except for breaking down half way back and having to wait am hour for someone to get us…
Going to Boston :) woooooot lol
Poem 1
Heaven open up and show me my dreams
Show me who I am and who I have to be
What will become of the troubles known as life
What feels wrong, may be right
There are skeletons in the closet
And a weight that’s on my back
Will I get through this?
Or is it something that I lack
Everyday keeps getting longer
And it’s harder to get out of bed
Everytime I think about what happened
I can’t help but shake my head
That awkward moment where you have a dream, it’s the best dream ever, and you wake up with a huge smile on your Face and happy tears in your eyes. Then realizing nothing’s changed, she doesn’t want you, I’m not happy, and everything was a lie. Fml
Little hung over and I have a job interview… Not a good combo lol. God it’s two early to be up.
Other than a few bumps this is one of the greatest weeks of my life
April 2013
47 posts
Teaching Karina how to play guitar today :)
What a great great night for such a shitty day. Went out for dinner, came back and hung out with the upstairs neighbor played megshift pingpong, poker And had some drinks with a great girl at my side. I think that is a good night :)
Looks like I’m going on a date tonight :)
Time to find someone who cares :)
I really just don’t give a shit anymore…
5am an I can’t sleep… Ugh
You clearly don’t care one fucking bit.
I can’t take this pain
Wow okay… I see how it is
If I was so important I wouldn’t be feeling like shit…
Going to the olive garden today, I’m so excited
Yeah I still have feelings for you too, but your not single anymore so I can’t be Like that. It’s not fair to him
Yesterday was so amazing. I’ve never laughed so much. That had to be the best day I’ve had in a really long time.
Last night was something else….idk what to think
“I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way” —(via andtimewillwait)
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way” —(via andtimewillwait)
Ugh Fuck this… I needed someone to talk to… The one time I need some everyone ignores me
He makes me so fucking sick and discussed. Burn in hell fucker
I was looking forward to talkin but I guess you have more important things.
That moment when you get really happy because your gonna see someone, then they tell you that you two arnt going to see eachother… Fml..
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
It’s the only thing that’s real
“Kissing is like drinking salted water. You drink, and your thirst increases.”
—Chinese Proverb (via suiicune)
That last status wasn’t about you Alex, don’t worry, please don’t be sad and upset. I hate seeing u like that
Today I think is the day i move on…
I hate my sub comcious sometime….
Going to the red sox game :3
These last 4 days have been so amazing :3
I’m going to warped tour this yeah, awwww yeah :3
“if I die before I wake, tell the devil I’m on my way”
Haha so nice out :3 fuck school, beach time :)
If you don’t want me someone else will
Skype With Sarah :3
Holy shit last night was awesome. I had so much fun. My legs are dead though so it looks like its gonna be a lazy day at Sarah’s today :3
Yoga pants :3 hahaha
Left for dead With Sarah until 3 then off to Beverley :3
Fuck it :) I’m not gonna be sad or down anymore. Life’s to short to do that. I’m gonna have a great fucking day today in Beverly. Care free time :D
This weekend is fucking awesome already :D
Two more days!!!!!
Kinda down right now but I’ll get through it, I know I can
God I had such a nice dinner tonight with Katlyn :D time to relax and play guitar:)
